
“You know, it doesn’t really matter,” I said with a shrug.
The AT&T tech looked perplexed by my indifference. I guess customers usually start foaming at the mouth when he tells them he can’t get their internet connection up and running. I explained: “I really don’t want the internet. You’d be amazed at how much you get done without it.”

For instance, things I’ve been getting done:
- -Napping.
-Reading My Berlin Kitchen (Luisa of The Wednesday Chef‘s amazing new memoir — you have to read it) on the couch with Byrd beside me.
-Unpacking a box every now and then.
-Arranging things in my new apartment.
-Rearranging things in my new apartment.
-Throwing all my windows open and lounging in the gorgeous new autumn.
-Eating popcorn by the bucketful.
-Trying to be bendy in yoga.

I’m going to be eating these words once my students turn in the first project for me to grade, but for now, I can’t believe how many hours there are in the day. I mean, I don’t know what I did on the internet all day to eat up the amount of time I’ve found myself with in its absence. Some worthy things, obviously: recipe research and development, writing about food, lesson planning, emailing students and their parents. But what consumed the rest of my time? Facebook? People.com? A prolonged email-checking stupor?
Actually, I know exactly why the internet was able to fill my schedule: my insidious addiction to multi-tasking.
I’ve spent the last, oh, sixteen years of my life running around like the proverbial headless chicken, completing each responsibility roughly 5 milliseconds before its due, and dealing with the not-infrequent crisis when a deadline slips by. I work on at least two things at a time, but usually five or six. For instance, right now I’m writing this, posting comments on two friends’ blogs, and reading the comments on Willow Bird Baking’s latest Facebook status. I’ll do each activity for a few seconds before switching to another, throwing in a glance at my email every few cycles for good measure. Why does my brain think this is an efficient way to manage tasks? And why must there be so many useless tasks available on the internet?

I’m going to go ahead and admit to the entire interwebz that I have a therapist. (I’m not even slightly shy about that fact, by the way — because I kind of think everyone should have a therapist. If you have one, you know what I mean! They’re wonderful. It’s like having a coach for life. Yes, please.) One thing she talks a lot about is mindfulness, which is being fully present, aware, and participatory in your every thought and action.
It’s amazing how many things we do mindlessly — things like scrolling through a billion pages of Dog Shaming (baaahaha, okay, I just added that to my list of things-I’m-doing-right-now), eating a whole bag of popcorn while watching a movie, having a phone conversation while working on other things. In fact, I think that if we really examined our daily lives, we’d find that we do most things mindlessly — or at least with split attention. And the internet reinforces that behavior. Time to confess: how many tabs or windows do you have open right now? (I have 13!) How many other activities are you completing while reading this post?

Having one of my favorite mindless-multi-tasking activities (that is, the internet) pulled right out from under me has made me realize how peaceful and productive mindfulness can really be. Sometimes I sit on my couch with a plate of food and do nothing but take bite after mindful bite, feeling the texture of the food, tasting each flavor, and enjoying the process. There’s no book in front of me, no television playing in the background. Nothing but me and the next bite. Eating thus becomes a meditation. Every activity I complete can be distilled down to its sensory components, down to the experience of completing it. And my spirit feels so much calmer and more satisfied.

I can’t go forever without the internet — I’m a food blogger, after all, and I do get tired of having to find a little café with wifi any time I want to check my email — but I will be using it differently when AT&T figures out what’s wrong with my wiring. At least, right after I catch up on Dog Shaming…
One thing I did (mostly!) mindfully Friday night was bake this German Chocolate Cheesecake. I did have soft music playing in the background, but other than that, it was just me, my new kitchen, and each ingredient. I expected the recipe to take forever, but the process actually went rather quickly — perhaps because I was focused on the tasks. I also have sharper memories of each moment: peeling the blocks of cream cheese off of their silvery paper, sticking the toothpick into the fragrant chocolate cake, stirring the coconut-pecan filling until the cold hunks of butter melted into the hot custard. The experience was just what I needed to make my new apartment into my new home. And I found one of those little wifi cafés just to share it with you!
One year ago: Gooey Cookies & Cream Bars
Two years ago: Bittersweet Marbled Chocolate Cheesecake Brownies
Three years ago: Peach Crisp Pie
P.S. Remembering a very special lady this week and always. We miss you, Rose!
German Chocolate Cheesecake
Recipe by: Willow Bird Baking, with filling adapted from David Lebovitz
Yield: 10-12 servings
Like many of my cheesecakes, this gorgeous German Chocolate Cheesecake would be easy to make over several days. For instance, you could make the chocolate cake layer one day, make the cheesecake the next, and make the filling and assemble the third. Alternatively, you can make it all in one go. Either way, it’s rich, indulgent, and so delicious. Try getting all of your ingredients ready before you begin and baking each component mindfully, letting yourself enjoy the experience.
Crust Ingredients:
1 package (about 38) chocolate sandwich cookies, finely processed into crumbs (cream and all – it’ll disappear when you crush them up!)
6 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted and cooled
Small pinch of salt
Ganache Ingredients:
3/8 cups heavy cream
5 ounces bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped (I used half semisweet and half Ghirardelli 60% Cacao chocolate chips)
Cheesecake Ingredients:
3 packages (8 ounces each) of cream cheese, room temperature
3/4 cup sugar
3/4 teaspoon of vanilla extract
3 eggs, room temperature
3 ounces or about 6 tablespoons chocolate chips, melted and cooled (I used half semisweet and half Ghirardelli 60% Cacao)
Cake Ingredients:
3/4 cup all-purpose flour
3/4 cup granulated sugar
3/8 cups unsweetened cocoa powder
3/4 teaspoon baking soda
3/8 teaspoon baking powder
1/4 teaspoon salt
1 large egg
3/8 cup low-fat buttermilk
1/8 cup plus 1/2 tablespoons vegetable oil
3/8 cups warm water
1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
Filling Ingredients:
NOTE: This filling calls for 2/3 cup sugar, but I only had about 1/3 cup sugar. I didn’t want to run to the store, so I used some Cinnabon Sprinkle Topping Cinnabon sent me in place of the rest of the sugar, and it was so good! I think you could get the same effect by just using the 2/3 cup sugar below and adding a teaspoon or so of cinnamon, if you’d like. Or just buy the Cinnabon Sprinkle Topping — it really is so yummy. Y’all know I don’t just do product placements for no reason.)
2/3 cup heavy cream
2/3 cup sugar
2 large egg yolks
2 ounces butter, cut into small pieces
1/3 teaspoon salt
2/3 cup pecans, toasted and finely chopped
1 cup unsweetened coconut, toasted
Directions:
Make the cheesecake crust: Combine the chocolate cookie crumbs, melted butter and salt in a small bowl. Toss with a fork to moisten all of the crumbs. Press into a thin layer covering the bottom and sides of the springform pan (at least 3 inches up the sides). It’s hard to get the crust up that high, but keep pressing the crumbs up from the bottom with a smooth-sided glass (twisting the glass as you do so, so the crumbs don’t stick) and working them around — you’ll want it that high to hold the cake layer. Patience helps with this step.
Make the ganache: Bring the cream to a simmer in a medium saucepan (or heat in the microwave for about a minute, watching to ensure it doesn’t boil). Place the chocolate in a medium bowl. Once the cream reaches a simmer, pour the cream over the chocolate and let stand 1-2 minutes. Whisk in small circles until a smooth ganache has formed. Pour the ganache over the bottom of the crust. Freeze until the ganache layer is firm, about 30 minutes.
Make the cake: While the ganache is freezing, cut a circle of parchment paper and use cooking spray as “glue” to adhere it to a 9-inch round cake pan. Then grease the pan and the paper (I use Wilton’s Cake Release, but you could also use butter and flour). Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F.
Whisk the flour, sugar, cocoa, baking soda, baking powder, and coarse salt together in a mixing bowl. Beat the dry ingredients on low until combined before increasing the speed to medium and adding the egg, buttermilk, warm water, oil, and vanilla. Beat about 3 minutes until the mixture is smooth. Pour it into the pan.
Place the pan in the oven and bake until a toothpick inserted in the middle comes out with just a few moist crumbs, about 25-30 minutes. Rotate the pan about halfway through so it’ll bake evenly. When you take the cake layer out, leave the oven preheated for the cheesecake. Let the cake layer cool on a wire rack for about 10 minutes before turning it out onto a sheet of wax paper and leaving it to cool completely. Wrap the cake layer and stick it in the freezer to firm it up for assembly.
Make the cheesecake: While the cake layer is baking, mix cream cheese and sugar in a large bowl until well blended and creamy. Add the eggs one at a time, mixing between each, and continue mixing until combined. Add the chocolate and continue mixing until combined. Pour mixture into prepared crust and smooth the top with a spatula.
Bake for 55 minutes or until center of cake is almost set. The top may crack, but it doesn’t particularly matter, since you’ll be covering it anyway. Let the cheesecake fully cool. When almost cool, place it in refrigerator to chill while you prepare the filling.
Make the filling: Place the butter, salt, toasted coconut, and toasted pecans in a medium bowl. In a small saucepan, heat the cream, sugar, and egg yolks over medium heat, stirring constantly, until the mixture is thickened, coats the spoon, and reads 170 degrees F on a candy thermometer. Pour this mixture over the coconut mixture and stir until the butter melts. Let the mixture cool completely (I set mine in the fridge once it was almost cool to thicken it some more.)
Assemble the cake: Place half of the filling on top of the chilled cheesecake and spread it out. Carefully place the chocolate cake layer on top. Spread the rest of the filling on top of the chocolate cake layer. Decorate with pecans. Chill for 3 hours or overnight. When completely chilled, loosen the cake from rim of springform pan by wrapping the pan in warm dishtowels. Remove the springform pan and serve.
Disclaimer: I was sent Cinnabon Sprinkle Topping for free to try, but didn’t plan to use it in this recipe until a cooking emergency inspired me to. I would never mention a product to you unless it was something I truly enjoyed, and boy did I love this one!
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OMG, Sweet Jesus. Are you trying to kill me!?! I’m hardcore dieting and this just might send me over the edge!!
How fabulous this looks!!!
LOL! I’m sorry, Nicole! This is totally a diet-saboteur, you’re right!
This looks gorgeous! Congrats on the new apartment: have a wonderful time settling in. Oh how I wish I had a slice of that cake right now!!!
Thank you!! Your apartment photos on Facebook always inspire me, girl.
I’m working really hard at not having 100 tabs open on my computer. I actually just closed a bunch before I opened this post up so there are only 3 tabs open! House is playing on my other computer. Yup, a slow night. I have found that I don’t get a lot done because I’m constantly refreshing twitter, facebook and my email. It’s a sickness.
As for the German Chocolate Happiness above, I am pretending not to see it. I will not bake this week. I will not bake this week. I will not!
I’m the EXACT same way, Kelly!! I can’t believe you can go a week without baking, girl — I know the kind of amazingness that issues forth from your kitchen on a regular basis! So I’ll believe it when I see it
I would not have been so diplomatic. I’d miss dog-shaming too much!
And this cheesecake….oh man. Like, really…oh man.
LOL, I thought about complaining, Dorothy, and then I was like… WAIT, I’ve actually been able to READ BOOKS lately.
But YES to the dog-shaming and cheesecake love. Absolutely.
Thanks, girl
I wish I could be as Zen as you are when my internet goes down! I feel so cut off from the world
This cheesecake looks crazy good. Two of my fave desserts combined!
Thanks, Maggie!
I completely agree with you about the evils of the Internet! I try to go on it only twice a day, once in the mornings, and once in the evenings. Of course, my fail-point is that I’m online for longe than I’d like to be, and still forget to check the weather…
That cheesecake looks so good! It’s a little warm here for cheesecake, still, but I’m definitely bookmarking this to do for my birthday! And for Karel to make for me after the Little It arrives, hehe
That’s my flaw, too, Jules — my “internet time” ends up growing and growing… LOL. I’m going to try to be better once I get it connected this time around!
Thanks!
I’m also loving My Berlin Kitchen!
Beautiful cheesecake, Julie! It is always fun baking in a new kitchen!
Thank you! It really is — it’s like a whole new world. LOL.
This cake is absolutely stunning! Awesome idea!
Thank you, Katrina!!
This looks gorgeous. And I love the Cinnabon sprinkles!
Thanks, Aimee! Aren’t they so good? I’m glad I finally tried them!
Oh wow, this cake looks absolutely amazing! I’m definitely bookmarking this page to try this recipe when I’ve accumulated a bit more baking experience!
Also, I just wanted to say that your words about Internet multitasking really resonated with me. My behavior is a lot like yours–right now I have 11 tabs open, and I know it’ll be a couple more in half an hour, and even more after that, while the afternoon that I’d originally planned to use for writing quietly passes me by. A couple of months ago, I spent two weeks with no Internet access and aside from the first day of panic, it was actually wonderful. I got so many things done. For example, I cleaned out my whole closet, ironed all my clothes (because honestly, it was an utter, embarrassing mess before!), organized my kitchen cabinets, and got a ton of research done for my thesis. I still have a list of the things I did that I made right after I’d gotten back my Internet access, just to remind myself what the Internet does to my productivity. Don’t get me wrong, I love the Internet, but it’s such a procrastination trap!
Anyway, I love what you said about mindfulness, and as soon as I read that, I forced myself to read through the rest of this post with no breaks in between to check on Twitter (which I would’ve done even in the middle of reading the most riveting story I’ve ever laid eyes on, so it had absolutely nothing to do with your post!). I actually do feel better now; not that I felt bad before, but still, it’s a noticeable difference. I feel like I’ve broken the vicious circle of procrastination, and like I might actually manage to get some writing done today after all.
Wow, most of this comment was not even about the recipe–sorry about that! Of course it goes without saying that the cake looks so delicious that I want to nom on my screen. I just really liked what you said about the whole Internet issue, and wanted to let you know. Thank you for this post!
This comment made me so happy, Dayari! I’m noticing the EXACT same effects of doing things mindfully. Even though I’m sure I’ll never be 100% (or even 90%…) mindful, I’d like to try to set aside “mindful” times every day — and also times to do certain important activities (prayer, work, etc.) mindfully. It changes the experience so much!
By the way, this is a wonderful recipe because each part is very simple — the cheesecake, the cake layer, the filling — and when you put it together, it only LOOKS fancy. I bet you could make it right now! Give it a go
Thanks for your wonderful comment!
This post resonated with me. I have 14 tabs open right now, which is pretty typical. I feel like the internet has rewired my brain.
ME TOO, Karen! I know JUST what you mean. Right now, no joke, I have 27 tabs open. And right after I finish replying to you, I’m going to close as many as I can!
This is absolutely fantastic looking
Thank you, Erin!
Why oh why must you make everything look so amazing?!
Thanks, Loretta!
I am listening to my favorite podcast, and reading your post (which I saw on BakeBakeBake) while letting my eggs and butter come to room temperature. Cookie dough night!!!
The cheesecake photos are making my mouth water. Oh, and I’d CRY without the internet.
That’s how I thought I’d feel too, Becky! LOL. Also, YAY for cookie dough night!!
21 tabs at this moment? When I was studying for my GRE subjects last year, I went on a once-a-day internet regimen that absolutely worked wonders for my life outside of, you know, the house. Part of me would love to go back to that state; the other part of me wonders if I’ve gone completely off my rocker, but having done it for a solid 6 months, I realized the first week in that I was totally fine without the net. Hope you can keep up the productivity even when you get your internet–I’d love to hear how that’s going for you post-internet-access. Thanks for sharing a great recipe, and have a mindful Monday!
Thanks, Ala! I need to make a plan I can stick to for sure! It’s so easy for the internet to creep in and take over!!
This looks so rich and delicious. I can’t wait to try it.
Thanks, Jeannie!
One word: Pinterest. It has been taking up a little bit too much of time lately, and I must put a stop to it! I love this post, Julie – it is such a great reminder to slow down. I often scarf down my dinner while sitting at the computer, doing approximately 7 other things at the same time. I doubt I taste what I’m eating half the time! Something to think about…I would definitely savor each bite of this amazing chocolate cheesecake, my goodness!
PS. Three cheers for therapists.
Thanks, Amanda! I know just what you mean — I usually eat while watching Hulu!
this looks SO decadent!! what an awesome crowd-pleasing recipe!
Thank you!
This looks amazing!! I have a quick cheesecake question – I’ve never made a cheesecake before, and a lot of recipes I look at say that I should leave the cheesecake in the unopened oven for an hour after they’re done cooking and I’ve turned it off… do you recommend this? I am OBSESSED with your website!
I’ve heard of that, and I think it’s probably doing the same thing cooking cheesecakes in a water bath is doing: giving it a low, even heat that prevents the top from cracking and solidifies that lovely “creamy” texture. If I have time, I bake in a water bath, but to be honest, with these layered cheesecakes, I usually don’t bother! The top cracking doesn’t bother me, since it’s covered anyway (though it usually doesn’t for me), and I always find them plenty creamy.
Having never used the leave-it-in-the-oven-for-an-hour trick, I wouldn’t recommend it with these, just because it may overbake or dry out the cheesecakes in my recipes.
Thank you, Megan!! So glad you’re here!
I swear I don’t know how you do this and teach. I’d have ripped my eyeballs out by now. I bow to your awesomeness. AND? I’m jealous of your therapist. I tried to get one once and she fired me. What. Ever. But the intrawebz, yep. I have 12 tabs, two windows, my computer files, and photos all open right now after having signed up for yet another place to showcase my recipes (which brought me here, btw, and I happily pinned this stunning beauty…) Crazed. I tell you. Crazed. But I did discover that having my office way upstairs does prevent me from coming up here if there are other things to do. Love, love, love this post. Seriously.
LOL, I AM feeling the busy-ness pick up these past few days…!
Thanks, Kelly! We are totally multi-tasking twins!
I think I might cry just looking at this cake – it’s the perfect intersection of so many things! It’s torture not getting to taste slice now that I’ve seen it! I’m featuring this post in today’s Food Fetish Friday (with a link-back and attribution as always). Thanks for always inspiring me with your creations…
Aw, thank you!
I am a little intimidated by ingredients measured in 3/8 cup, 3/8 teaspoon. Would it be possible to provide us with ingredients by weight? That will make life so much easy. I will make this cake as soon as the measurements come by weight. Thank you very much!
Hi Gerry, Unfortunately I can’t provide measurements by weight, but there are online conversion tools that will allow you to convert it. I use 6 tablespoons for 3/8 cup, and for 3/8 teaspoon (if you don’t have a 1/8 teaspoon measure), you can just do 1/4 teaspoon and then half of that. Here are a couple of conversion tools: http://www.fareshare.net/conversions-volume-to-weight.html, http://www.thefreshloaf.com/node/6314/quick-way-convert-volume-weight-grams, http://www.onlineconversion.com/weight_volume_cooking.htm. Hope that helps!
This looks wonderful…can hardly wait to try it!
Thank you, Tami! I hope you love it!
As always, your cheesecakes do not disappoint. I don’t know whether to refer to this one beautiful or decadent or just holy-smokes! I am curious though, what do you do with all of that cheesecake? The “what do you do with it all” is probably the question I am asked most often about my baking. I eat some of what I make, and I force as much on my friends as they will allow. But sometimes pieces still go to waste, and that does not make me feel good. Do you do anything differently?
I made this for my husbands birthday last week and it was a big hit! I was a little annoyed by the weird measurements at first but then I realized it was for a perfectly sized layer of chocolate cake. I’m definitely keeping this one in my recipe box so thank you!
I’m so glad you enjoyed it! Happy birthday to him
What size pan is the springform? I know the cake is a 9″ cake pan, so should the springform be like a 10″?
It’s a 9″ springform as well
OMG THANK YOU!! This is exactly what I was looking for! I made this for my husband’s birthday and I can’t think of anything he’s been more excited about.
I figured it’d be a 4 out of 5 in difficulty, but in reality, it was closer to a 2.5 …
Not having a food processor, I had no choice but to recreate this piece mindfully. (Note: It takes approximately 20-25 minutes to fully crush a package of Oreos with a manual pastry blender.)
Also, at the last minute, I realized that my round cake pans are actually 8″, not 9″. Luckily, once the whole thing was assembled, it looked perfectly flush, and I was able to remove the springform sides without peeling off the topping.
Thank you again!!
HOORAY!! That’s so great to hear, Jen!! Happy birthday to him, and congrats to you for pulling off the birthday cake of his dreams
Hi Julie! I made this amazing cheesecake for Christmas yesterday, and it was a HUGE hit! I was so worried about the crust coming off with the pan, but your trick with the warm dishcloth worked great! It not only looking amazing, but it tasted fantastic!
Thanks for such a great recipe!
I made this cheesecake! im not a fan of coconut but the whole thing was amazing and my husband refused to share it and almost cried when his family took 3/4 of the cake. and my father in law sticks to his diet and couldn’t keep his hands off the cheesecake. thank you for sharing this recipe!
Aw, that is so good to hear, Cecilia!! Hooray!
Have you ever heard of a Coconut Cream Pie Cheesecake? I have had it once in a restaurant and have never been able to find a recipe.
Ooh, no, but that sounds like something I need to figure out!!
I made this cheesecake today. I was kind of concerned though because as I was baking the cheesecake part, it was smoking. I don’t know if the ganache burned or what?! I put parchment over it and continued to bake it (and air out my house, thankfully it’s spring
. So I turned the oven down to 325 as well. I don’t know what I did wrong. I’m wondering if it will be okay. It’s for a party tonight =/
Anyways, to nix the problem next time, I’m going to bake the cheesecake before making the ganache and once the cheesecake is cooled, I pour the ganache over the cooked cheesecake.
But I was just wondering if that is supposed to happen??? =(
Hey Veronica, The ganache is fully covered, so I don’t think that’s the issue. I bake most of my cheesecakes with the ganache layer and no smoking has occurred. I’m wondering if some of the oreo crust burned? Might want to test a bite of the edge to check. That’s all I can think of — I’ve had crusts get burnt before on these bigger cheesecakes because they bake exposed to sit the cake “down into.”
I tasted the crust and it’s delish! So I’m guessing there won’t be a problem. I’m excited to try this. Thanks for your recipe, Julie!!!
Great! I can’t wait to hear what you think!
My husband is a CPA and every Friday during tax season, I make a cake for him to take to the office to share with his co-workers. It gives them something to look forward to during the week and they never know what the are going to get in advance. As yesterday was the last Friday of tax season, I wanted something special and this was it! They adored it! They sent home with DH a huge thank you note and four of his co-workers now want me to dump him and marry them. I’m going to try the lemon breakfast buns next and send it on Monday as an April 15th surprise!
Aww, that makes me so happy to hear, Jane!! Hooray!!
Hi! I just made this! The pictures can be seen at
https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10200496499431527.1073741825.1128769682&type=3 .
It is very tasty. Thank you so much for sharing it with the world.
GORGEOUS!! You did such a wonderful job, Abhay!! I’m so glad you enjoyed it.
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