“But I also wondered if he wasn’t right, that we were designed to live through something rather than to attain something, and the thing we were meant to live through was designed to change us.”
—A Million Miles in a Thousand Years, Donald Miller
I don’t know about you, but I generally feel like I’m right about things. I don’t mean that I’m always right, and I’m not a know-it-all; I’ve just spent a lot of time forming my beliefs and I’m a thoughtful person, so I usually don’t feel like my worldview is too far off base.
I think most people probably feel this way. There aren’t very many of us, I’ll wager, who walk through life feeling totally insecure in our ideas and worldview. We believe what we believe for reasons — sometimes good reasons, sometimes misguided ones — and we walk through life feeling pretty certain. Open to change, we hope, and open to learning, but pretty settled.
Every now and then, though, you hit a wall that sends your worldview reeling. Firm ideas you had about your life’s purpose, how to weather different circumstances, and how the world works suddenly seem a lot more fluid. In my own life, I feel like I’ve recently run into the Great Wall of China, not to be melodramatic or anything, and I’m scrambling to find confirmation or revision of my worldview. I won’t bore you with the gory details, but I’d like to share some of my revelations with you over the coming weeks.
The first one is that life is not about checking off boxes. Donald Miller, a writer who had to “edit” his life into a screenplay and discusses the process in his book, A Million Miles in a Thousand Years, realized that inasmuch as life is a story, there are certain elements that are necessary to make it a meaningful one. One of those elements is character transformation.
We sometimes imagine that attaining our goals in life is what makes us successful: finding a husband, having kids, finding a house, finding a job. Have you ever wondered why we never seem to arrive? If we never seem to be finished with achieving, maybe it’s because the achievement itself isn’t the goal, but how we change during the pursuit.
Everyone always says, “the journey is the destination,” but then when we’re faced with health crises, relationship problems, job frustrations, and uncertainty about our future, that ideology falters. We want solutions. We want to be on the other side. It’s hard to rest in the storm, knowing God is using every strong wind and bolt of lightning to transform us in the exact way we need to be transformed. That idea can even evoke hostility in people in the midst of their greatest trials — the idea that God would, even while holding us and loving us in the ultimate sacrificial way, allow us to endure seemingly insurmountable trials is difficult to swallow.
Moreso even than others, I can have trouble resting in a trial. I don’t fault God for letting me go through the hard times, but I do inadvertently try to make myself my own savior, scrambling to fix it fix it fix it! My anxiety gets the better of me, and I flail through all different “solutions,” some of which do more harm than good. Lately I’ve been practicing, instead, letting the trouble wash through me like waves. Maybe they’re strong waves, and maybe they’ll move me. Maybe they’ll even knock me off my feet for a bit. But ultimately they’ll flow past and disappear against the shore.
If you’re in the middle of a trial, practice thinking of each new difficulty like a wave and let it come. Then let it go. And in the meantime, maybe make some cookies. Cookies never hurt.
One year ago: Straw-Raspberry Basil Fruit Leather
Two years ago: Homemade Buttery Croissants and Pains-au-Chocolats
Thyme Orange Cranberry Shortbread Cookies
Recipe by: Willow Bird Baking
Yield: two logs of about 15 cookies each
These are some amazing cookies. Buttery, delicate shortbread is already delicious, but the addition of orange zest, cranberries, and thyme make these shortbreads particularly special. They’re not too sweet, but a drizzle of white chocolate sweetens them up. They’d be perfect for tea, snacking, or a dessert. It’s also easy to bake a log of them and keep the second log in the freezer for unexpected company!
2 cups all-purpose flour
1/4 teaspoon salt
2 1/2 teaspoons crushed dried thyme
3/8 cup powdered sugar
1 cup (2 sticks) butter, at room temperature
1 1/2 tablespoons finely grated orange zest (about the zest from one orange)
1/4 cup freshly squeezed orange juice
1/2 cup dried cranberries, finely chopped
about 1/2 cup white chocolate chips
In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, salt, and dried thyme. In a separate large bowl, cream together the butter, orange zest, and powdered sugar 2-3 minutes or until pale, light, and fluffy. Mix in the orange juice. Beat in the flour mixture and then stir in the cranberries by hand to be sure everything is combined.
Use a sheet of wax paper to roll the dough into a 1 1/2-inch wide log (if you’re having trouble, chill the dough for a bit in the fridge before rolling it). Wrap plastic wrap or foil around the logs and freeze them for 20 minutes until firm (you can also double-wrap them and leave them frozen for up to 3 weeks at this point. When you’re ready to bake, just use a serrated knife to cut the cookies and bake as usual. It make take a few minutes longer since they’ll be baking from frozen, but just keep an eye on them.) While they cookies are freezing, preheat the oven to 350 degrees F and place the rack in the center. Prepare a baking sheet with parchment paper or a silicone baking mat.
Use a serrated knife to slice each log into 1/4-inch slices and place these about 1 inch apart on the prepared baking sheet. Bake until golden, about 8-10 minutes, rotating once halfway through baking. Let the cookies cool for a couple of minutes on the pan before transferring them to a cooling rack to cool completely. In the meantime, melt white chocolate according to package instructions (usually half-power, in small increments, stirring often) and spoon it into a plastic zip-top bag with a tiny corner cut off. Set cookies on wax or parchment paper and squeeze the melted chocolate from the zip-top bag over them in a zig zag design. Let them dry. Store them in an airtight container separated by leaves of parchment or wax paper for up to a week.
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Katrina @ Warm Vanilla SugarJuly 3, 2012 at 11:22 am (11 years ago)
These sound fabulous! Love this recipe 🙂
KelseyJuly 3, 2012 at 9:31 pm (11 years ago)
Very interesting post. I’ve recently come to realize that life isn’t about finding your stance on things and staying there, but about knowing that, while you have a stance, it can and should be adapted and changed throughout your life. After all, if we never allow our beliefs to be challenged, we are depriving ourselves of the chance to learn. I hope your challenges lighten soon and you climb that wall!
Amanda @ Once Upon a RecipeJuly 4, 2012 at 2:52 am (11 years ago)
Thank you for this post, Julie. I needed to be reminded of this today. And now I’m going to go make some cookies. <3
LindaJuly 4, 2012 at 5:52 pm (11 years ago)
Thank you for this post. It was what I needed to hear today, Very thought provoking
KathyJuly 5, 2012 at 5:56 pm (11 years ago)
Lovely post and quote – thought inducing.
Would these cookies be as good with lemon instead of orange? I do not have oranges and a stop at the grocery is to be avoided until I absolutely have to. I do have lemons though.
KathyJuly 5, 2012 at 5:56 pm (11 years ago)
Thought inducing? How about thought provoking.
Julie @ Willow Bird BakingJuly 5, 2012 at 10:02 pm (11 years ago)
LOL, I liked thought-inducing too! 😉 I think the cookies would be lovely with lemon too! I say go for it 🙂 Thanks, Kathy!
AmyMJuly 6, 2012 at 2:26 am (11 years ago)
OMG!!! These are fantastic! The crumb is so tender, flaky and melt in your mouth delicious. The ‘sweet factor’ is just right for the richness of the cookie. You will not be disappointed for trying these!!!
JenniJuly 6, 2012 at 12:39 pm (11 years ago)
Sometimes I think we are given trials just to see if we can learn to deal with them. Not fix them, but learn to live with them, how to let them wash over you without freaking out. Kind of like when you pray for patience, all you get is a tidal wave of opportunities with which to test your patience.
These cookies, on the other hand, are wonderful. I love the flavor combinations which you are using, and I bet eating a few of these cookies and drinking a mug of hot tea would make anyone feel better!
Jenny @ BAKEJuly 11, 2012 at 6:51 pm (11 years ago)
Cookies always help! and these look like the most helpful of all. hope things look up soon
AlaJuly 14, 2012 at 7:31 am (11 years ago)
Thank you for this lovely post–and for the touching solution that you offer, too! This is why I love not only reading your posts, but baking as well: it’s taking the raw elements that life throws at you and transforming them (with a little work, and whatever you happen to have on hand) into something surprisingly sweet. Of course, you never really know how disastrous or wonderful it might turn out–but usually you have a pretty good sense of where you’re at, and where you need to go, to get that batch you always wanted.
Okay, cue end to waxing eloquent. Thanks for lending even more inspiration to a new blogger’s aspiration!
MarjorieAugust 6, 2012 at 8:57 pm (11 years ago)
Thank you for the recipe–definitely going to bake them for my family
BUT thank you more for your words. They were exactly what I needed to read today.
AbbyAugust 7, 2012 at 12:33 am (11 years ago)
I like your point about “using every bolt of lightning to transform you into what you are meant to be” haha BEEN THERE!!!! Hope writing about it helps, and in the mean time let’s eat cookies. 🙂
margaretDecember 3, 2012 at 8:04 pm (10 years ago)
went looking for a specific type of cookie recipe and ended up here…….and actually it ends up that it was the post that I really needed to read today. Thanks! Lovely post and cookies sound great also.
Julie @ Willow Bird BakingDecember 3, 2012 at 8:21 pm (10 years ago)
Margaret, that is so good to hear. Best wishes to you!!
Timesha ParkerDecember 23, 2012 at 8:57 pm (10 years ago)
Isn’t life interesting? I was searching for a good cookie recipe and stumbled upon a blessing! Although I could say that I found this blog by accident, I know in my heart that it was by design. I needed this message on today…right at this moment. thank you for your wisdom and the recipe too 🙂
Debbie EdgeDecember 15, 2014 at 7:25 pm (8 years ago)
What a pleasure to follow your cookie recipe and find you! Blessings to you today. I enjoyed your blog. I will be back for more!